Freeze time

Some days I wish would be over quickly and would like not to repeat again. Today was NOT one of them. I absolutely love my boys! I cannot.imagine what life would be like if we had a girl. Its the small things that I get to enjoy on a daily basis. Like watching Niko eat his lunch while closing his eyes and then looking my way with eyes still closed. Then slowly opening them to look at me then laughing. I have tried to remember the little things that were important to me that day. As much as this child cams into his terrible twos over night, and runs across the room and throws his body on the floor, he still has me wrapped around his finger.
Keenan is my little charmer. That boy knows the way to his mommys heart! He is so ao thoughtful and is always thinking about us. That he will buy me new makeup and new underwear. :) Tonight I was doing my usual clean up before bedtime. He kept telling me that he was going to share his blanket with me and that it was still there 5 minutes later. He was ready to snuggle with me! I can snuggle all day with my babies!
Damon.misses out on us a lot of the day being in school. He rests a bit when he gets home but no nap as tired as he his when he gets home. But he can snuggle with me all day too! He will just look at me with his brown eyes that Im his world. And I always will be. I always imagine myself with him, still.cuddling with him when hes 18 and bigger then me. I cannot wait for the day when he can say I love you too. The other day something very touching happened to us. Juan and I were brought to teary eyes when.Damon waved to us on purpose. Where we were telling him hi and waving and he smiled and brought his left hand up and shook it. Very awesome!
I hope that I always have a close relationship with these men in my life. That they will.always be my cuddle bugs. And if not, then I can read back and see how much I cherished those moments!