I hated leaving the hospital today. It sucks not being able to bring that sweet new baby home and not being able to hold her. I wish I was nursing her and not pumping her. As much as I'm not a huge fan of nursing I am missing it with her! But I know she's in good hands but it's not the ideal situation. I hope that I am able to hold her tommorow and she's not in a lot of pain. When we went to see her before surgery this morning she was wide awake and looking around. it's the small things I'm missing out on. Seeing her awake hasn't really happened for us. She wanted to nurse and I felt so bad I couldn't do that for her. I can't wait to see her tommorow! A piece of me is missing and I feel lonely. It was so easy to just go down the elevators to see her when I wanted to while at the hospital, but now being home and 25 minutes away I can't just go see her! This truly sucks! I miss my baby!
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I too was so sad when they released me from the hospital but Logan had to stay there. It was so hard! I was so excited when he advanced to pediatrics and he had a room to himself and I got to stay with him 24/7 until he came home. Hang in there. Soon you will be loving on your sweet baby girl. We are praying for you guys.
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